This is from a conversation i had via msn with a friend. about my work. I have edited out the scarce replies ( I think maybe he regretted asking me, haha ) And tidied up the spelling. i might amend it to make it a little more coherent.
I am really interested in how a lot of people are living 2nd or 3rd hand, through the things they read in magazines, on the Internet, in books, or see in films or on TV. i think that too many people are experiencing life second hand rather than actually living it fully aware.
i count myself as one of those people
and parallel to this i have found myself in the middle of an identity crisis
and these things are definitely linked
it could have been that living this way cause the crisis
i think there are more degrees to this not living life first hand thing too, that i don't count myself in...
like computer games and being slaves to advertising and that
so, whilst in the thick of this, i have realised that a lot of the things that i like and dislike are beginning to define me
the things that i collected as the starting point for this unit we references to a variety of different things that were pulling my interest all over the place. film, literature,philosophy etc
and whilst these aren't tangible things that are defining me, they are still second hand reference
anyway. i started to brainstorm a final outcome idea that would serve all the references i wanted to pull together, but also satisfying the need to meld all of these different things together to make a representative thing from
-i definitely think that i have been trying to crush all these different aspects together to find conclusions and to make larger entities from them, as maybe an extension of myself - as in, having an identity crisis means not feeling as though i have a definite outline
so i was going to make a big quilt and sew separate patches together - on each patch, a different quote or theory or part of a film would be stitched to another, in an effort to draw all of this together using the language of patching up
but the entire quilt would be referencing the Existential Blanket Theory from the film I Heart Huckabees -where everything is connected
but at the same time (and this goes back to my previous work on making pods for humans) the quilt can be used to wrap one individual up and cocoon one person in a separate compartment from everyone else.
and that would be the significance of making a quilt
however i became unhappy with the progress of this and have really given in to my want to make t-shirts
which is quite a flaky thing to do
but i feel that my work can go in this direction for a reason
in reference to my idea of a 2nd or 3rd hand set of information or morals or ideas
i was thinking about what the visual aspect of my work could be
and i became interested in the idea of an Encyclopedia aesthetic
where encyclopedias often have images from all over the place -some are photographs some are illustrations but they're normally never matching as if they're old images where the copyright was either really easy to obtain or had run out
i want to put the images I'm creating onto t-shirts
mainly because i want to learn the skill of silk screen printing
but also
because i think that t-shirts are a fascinating platform for art
and they would be the new concrete poetry for our generation
well, the images are going to be these different ideas crushed together in image form
jack said 'why can't these people be expressing you' -instead of themselves
which means it will be a 7th hand image by the time it's slapped on a t-shirt
but also, it will be a second hand expression
because i made the shirt
okay...like
if i find a photo of a statue in a book
I'm looking at this book which is a mass produced item
which came from an original compiled book
where the photo was sourced from somewhere -maybe taken specifically for the book, or maybe found when the copyright was out or what ever
the photo is a photo of a statue
and the statue was probably made from a drawing
and the drawing was of, say a woman wearing some roman woman attire
and the drawing would have had to be posed for
which would be a re-creation of and event or idea
that's just a fun one because it's a statue
but say it was a drawing of a flower
in a book
it's very removed from a real thing
and that's the justification for the imagery I'm using
Basically
i want to get the idea of melding a film and some philosophical theories across BUT! they don't have anything tangible
so I'm using images that are far removed in a way
if you think of an encyclopedia
it has all these different things compiled
but it's mainly text and diagrams etc.
but then if you think of one of those tacky souvenir tea towel for, say Scotland, and they put everything that's to do with Scotland -typically, all together on one tea towel
i want the feeling of the encyclopedia
but with the crushing together of the whiskey bottle and the bag pipes and the yappy dogs wearing tartan hats
at the moment the thing i want to put on, has little meaning :)
and yes i have regressed a little
the t-shirts make a lot less sense than the quilt
however, i think the quilt needs to be an accumulated piece
and i just don't have the time to make it before the quilt
and with the t-shirts, i have the space to learn a skill and make a visually engaging(on aesthetic level) and functional thing
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